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J. 290591



Chris Brown, $$$, Paperpot, Singing, Mtv, Macs, PCD, Wade Robson Project, Laguna Beach, Blings, Red & Firemen!!


Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more.








/ (06)
march april may fanmail.


Friday, September 23, 2005

I CANT GET OVER IT
I CANT GET IT THROUGH MY HEAD

I DONT NOE HOW LONG CAN I STAND THIS
I RLLY DONT NOE
COS WHEN I FEEL LIKE I CANT CARRY IT ANYMORE ,
I'LL PUT IT DOWN
U NOE ,I RLLY WILL PUT IT DOWN

AND NEVER LOOK BACK AT WHERE I FELL
BUT FORWARD AT WHERE I'M GONNA GO

COS I'M SUFFOCATING WITH EVERY BREATH
MY HEART ACHES EVERY TIME I SEE HIM ,
AND THE PAIN'S SO UNBEARABLE
IT'S KILLING ME
IT'S KILLING ME
IT'S KILLING ME
IT'S KILLING ME

AND NO ONE SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL

I CAN CRY FOREVER
AND FEEL WORSER EVERYTIME

PLEASE ,
SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THIS MESS
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE !!

I DONT WANT TO STAY LIKE THIS FOREVER
I WANT TO GO BACK T THE PAST
GO BACK TO WHERE WE ONCE WERE
SO HAPPY SO INNOCENT SO BLISSFUL

CAN SOMEONE TAKE ME BACK
AND STOP ALL THIS FUCKING PAIN I FEEL
COS I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


only almost here,
2:44 AM.